I Need To Escape From Myself | physicalwreck's Blog

I am just so exhausted from being miserable and making others miserable. My spirit is gone and I can't find it. If I had a few days away in the serene peace of the mountains to just be and not have any responsibilities I can focus on myself. Maybe figure things out and work on my photography. I feel happy being with my daughter and I don't want to be away from her. I have an amazing husband but I have grown in a different direction from him. He should be perfect for me and at one time he was. He has been wonderful to the point that he even feels the same for me in spite of the transformation I have gone through. However,there is one that I connect with so well and have on my mind all the time. I know I should walk away but my heart is drawn to him and I have no control over it. He not only understands me but in many ways is like me.